If I knew...
If I knew six years ago what I know now, would I have done things differently? Would I have said I love you more? Would I have spent more weekends with her? Would I learned more and helped her fight harder? No - instead of I wish I had known... I get to reflect on "I'm glad I did" I don't remember the exact day that mom told us about this upcoming surgery. I remember we were all camping. Jeremy and I were hanging out in Damon & Mandy's trailer playing a game while Micah and Solomon were sleeping. Paige was asleep in mom & dad's trailer. Mom came in to talk to us. I wish I could remember the conversation more, but in mom fashion, I wonder if she down-played it and I didn't think it was something I really needed to be concerned about. When a family member mentions the word cancer you want to ignore it and hope for the best. You want to think they'll get it all with surgery or that it will be benign. The surgery was scheduled for December and i...